Most of my friends know that I am no big fan of SMU Confessions. The founders are ingenious and the admin team is evidently a hardworking bunch, but sadly most of the posts are groundless, trivial, and/or negative. Yet, it is the one platform which attracts the most honest opinions, such as the one above.
I stopped very long at this one, because it amplifies the mission of this blog. And my heart sank because this student’s points are very, very real. What happens if you hate your university?
As of now, there are 39 likes on this post, indicating that at least 39 people resonate with this post to some extent. I have long recognised that I am somewhat of an anomaly to love the school as much as I do, but I also know that I have been very blessed by circumstances, opportunities and my personality fit to SMU. What happens then, when negative experiences, bad fortune and an ill sense of misfit has beaten one down, to develop an express hate towards the (school) environment?
I took a screenshot of the post and thought very long about it. This post is going to try to address not just this poster, but most of the jaded students in SMU in general. So here goes:
1. If you hate something, don’t try to force yourself to love it.
It places immense stress on oneself. To straddle the two extremes of love and hate causes a huge cognitive dissonance, resulting in more stress and frustration. In other words… it places one’s expectations way above reality, causing disappointment.
This is the one time to ignore social pressure, even if “so many other SMU students” seem to know where they are going- As individuals, we do not share the exact same circumstances or conditions as anybody in this world. Besides, one must recognise that people, including our own selves, put up masks from time to time: and what others portray to the world may sometimes betray what they truly feel. On that note, it is OKAY to admit to hating something at the moment- better to be honest than to lie to oneself.
Once that is established, we will look at how to COPE with it.